Long long time d - -

Lols , its like been how many months i din't updated my blog ?

since the three months until now . 

now is going to be SIX months d . 

half year . 

PLEASE SAY CONGRATULATIONS to me & him . 

is KINDA busy this few months ,

people change . time move fast . 

oh gosh . 

learn new thing & knew new friends in the training place .

the Japanese Restaurant that named ' Genji '

oh fuck ! even is damn expensive but got A LOT of guests ! 

its like eat like free one = = 

1st of december on 2010 . 

try to wear KIMONO that which is Japanese style . 

damn CUTE ;$ 

oh-my-god . fall on my self d . 

okay , will be coming back asap . 

i love all the bitches that in my life & I love you too .  

♥ 3 months .

opps . already from 09052010 - 09082010 .

three months we had been together :)

i just know my feel is still add on & never less .

IT IS NEVER & EVER .

hehe . i met his father & mom before . 

OMG , scared like hell ! @@

but its okay , hmmp . 

cause i just stay in his bedroom :D 

hehe . 

the first day i go his house .

  he cooked this for me . bacon , tomato , onion with egg :)

it was nice . 

thanks . HUBBY ♥

i love the way you kiss me , hug me , love .

i appreciate your love .

already 3 months . just only got two or three times argued or quarrel . 

others times , we also sweet & sweet & more sweet . 

I'm sad i do not taking part in your past earlier . 

but i thanks to the god i met you after . 

Alfred Ang . I love the way you're .

It never & ever change . 

HEHE ♥

i post two status in facebook that i felt meaningful recent .

First   

‎'i love you' is a promise forever? Or just say only? If you love a person, you'll respect her;you won't let her cry and beg you without pride;you won't hurt her,beat her,ignore her;if you really love her,you will treasure every moment when she is be with you because you don't know you have chance to love her tomorrow. ...Please show how much you love her when she still be with you.♥‎

Second

why a boyfriend is easier jealous when his girlfriend only talk something normal with a boy or only ask ' how are you ? '. but if change the situation . The boyfriend will answer the girlfriend ' Why you so sensitive one ? ! why you always don't trust me one ? ! if i don't love you , i won't together with you lo ! From old generation , all also said girls is a kind of animal that change the mind & heart most fast but i felt boy is the most faster c...an forget who's he love on this moment & love another girl on second moment.

I know some couple is won't .

because they also cherish each other so much & more .
together as long as they can . 

 i love this picture so much :)
got you completed me . thanks alot hubby . 
i promise , i won't break your heart . 

i will hold your hand till the world end . 
baby , let me hold you . 
till somewhere & anywhere .




hmm , other way. 
i want to CONGRATULATION Cherisse & her's Edward . One months anniversary .
i think now is one month ++ d :)
GONG HEI GONG HEI . 



End For Today <3

  

Bored Study Mood

aiks . holiday for two weeks + .

is like no mood for study d . when teacher teaching .

I'm blurred & no that heart to remember what teacher talked . 

I'm  sorry , lecture ;D

came back here for one week almost . 

owhh ! i miss him like hell . aiks :( 

when can we meet again ? 

i miss your hug , your kiss & so on . 

i miss Mich , Cherisse , Krystal , Lily , Lulu , Quis , Bryan , Alice , Pik Hwa & etc . 

i miss your all like hell . 

gonna to internship on OCTOBER . omg . 

nervous . stress . 

but think that i'll get a little bit pity salary XD 

smile abit lo . 

quit clubbing for few years d . 

zzz . cause why ? because when i went to club . 

all my friends also haven't can come out yet . 

generation is changing . nowadays gea teenagers , all parents also allowed them to outings at night . 

clubbing , drinking & bla bla bla . 

why not few years ago allowed that :( 

no that heart wanna to clubbing anymore . 

is like so BORED . 

and always kena molest , I HATE those ham sup lou . 

diu , no $ go find chick ke ? back hhome touch your wife la . 

:@ urghh ! 

LALALA . didn't meet beth for so long time . is like . hmmm .

lunched with her today :) our favorite again , LOH MEE . opps . 

hehe ! i miss her a lot , actually . while i'm in Ipoh . 

opps . i got my style , please . 

dislike ? turn your CB face around then :)

Continue soon :)  

Back to KL life ;)

is like long time ago i didn't update my blog d . opps . 

is kinda busy in IPOH & lazy ( the main point )

HAHA . hmm . 

two weeks ++ passed fucking fast , is like not enough to me . 

cause i could hope i get more & more time to spend with HIM . 

just don't want to leave IPOH cause of HIM . 

i just felt my feeling to her is deep & deep day by day . 

didn't less also . AIKS . this is a true love for me .

i want to get a endless love with HIM . 

don't wanna to love deep ; hurt deep . 

is HIM , let me trust still got true love in this world . 

i love you , ALFRED ;) do you ? <3

the days i'm in Ipoh . so free . LOL . sleep , eat , online , hang out . OPPS ;$ 

haha . i met Cherisse on the first day . HAPPY-ing please . 

then i met Michelle & Shorty & Johnny .

first time i met them .

• Michelle was fucking polite .

• Shorty was very talkative .   

haha ! funny them . 

Sunday . opps . 

my -s'h- gang gathering at Lost World of Tambun . also met first time .  except Nicholas Loo & Alfred . 

hehe . happy day with them & take a lot of pictures . after that i go OLIVENZ yum cha & dinner with lily , bryan & quis . 

both of them ( bryan & quis ) SOHAI betul . we said at east garden gea olivenz , but they go greeentown gea ! haha ! laugh 9 die . somemore keep texted .

' where you'll ? we have reached ! '

' you reached ?! we also reached d ! '

' wait ! which olivenz you'll go ? '

'  east garden lo '

' diu , we both at greentown gar ! '

 ' *laugh ! HAHAHA , sohai . ' 

after that day also less hang . online-ing with Alfred & Nigel only . 

i miss the school life but i HATE exam . 

so ? ponteng lo . HAHA ! lol . 

haha , david is working in KL , Pj lo ! 

didn't tell me also , WTF . 

bad BROTHER ! thought wanna hang with Terry gea . 

aiks , car dy kena crash . in Hospital . 

opps . be careful driving ah , brother . 

aiks , everyday also online & sleep . 

i miss him lo ! 

finally , i spend my time with him individually ;$

met his father , mother & brother . 

he cooked for me . hehe . nice & feel happiness . 
although it was a short time we spend to together .
but the love between us never & ever less or end .
the feel i together with him , i feel comfortable & peace .
have FUN in his house .
i'm waiting the day till i said ' i DO ' ;))) opps . hehe !


after the day , i met lily , quis & bryan for the second time .
HAHA , this time we're going to station one for yumcha .
nice talk & meet quis's friends JESS . a stylo girl & pretty .
i love her . hehe !
take so much pictures lo ! haha !
& listened to lily's EX story ! wtf ! this kind of boy , make me wanna break his face .
no GENTLEMENT at all . lied . cheated . flirty .
the real PUKIMAK .
Lily it's okay , you still got us . no need to miss him anymore . love him anymore !
call him FUCK OFF ! mwahsss , lilyku <3



opps ! i wanna to said CONGRATULATIONS to Cherisse .
she's in a relationship with Edward Tan ;) she'e taken back she's love !
hope both of your have a endless LOVE .



and other way ! this thing make me really got a bit upset .
but i knew i have to be strong because i didn't do that .
HE know , my hubby know & i know .
cause got a little girl said that i flirt his EX . hello .
and also i wanna tell you ! he only just your EX .
which eyes you saw it ? is it every girl close up with your EX . you also not that syok ?
also wanna to whack her ? i don't know where's the problem out from .
got backstabbers ? is it that boy ? he suddenly send me
' N**** lei mei ?! '
i sweat 9 jor lo , is like .
then other days , i go met my hubby then met up with his friends , his buddy .
then K*** came , i don't know p* said what to him .
then just look at me using some weird feel .
shit ! all also is like not syok d . i hate that feeling .
just feel like wanna cried ! but my boy was beside me so i can't do that .
some more it is a small stuff !
i know ! three of us know . i didn't flirt him .
my boy trust me . i feel happy d .
i just treat N**** as my brother .
a new brother in my life . that's all .
LITTLE GIRL , PLEASE BE MATURED :)




continue soon :) i love ALFRED .

 

Im in Ipoh :)

15-07-2010

yea yea . finally in Ipoh now :)

HOME SWEET HOME . 

 alfred mummy fetch me to my aunt's shop , while i reached :)

second time meet his mummy , still damn nervous  . AHAHAHA !

& meet his brother too , wow . CUTE !!!! i wanna punch his brother face lo XD

hmm , reached . my aunt's shop :) haven lunch . 

haha . then she no customers , we using we left gea little $$ ,

buy KFC eat XD .

yummy ! and finish in short time . 

after that go aunt's shop . then we online . 

i get a good news ! is that CB CHERISSE TPY wanna to Ipoh for checking she's teeth at Dr.Ong there . 

then i go and meet her . fucking damn polite lo her . i mean just INFRONT of she's MOM . 

AHAHAHAHAHAHA ! 

after that online post CIPHET RIKO XD 

o0o nah ! i love you . finally :) we meet like this . 

but never mind , i swear sure got the second time . third time & many many more again <3

hahahaha ! after checked . she gotta to move away Four teeth . she scared like hell lo XD

hahahahahaha ! aiks . after checked . i thought walk back to aunt's shop gea . 

but rain woh . the she mum fetched lo . kena SAMAN already . hahahahahahaah !

hmm , we take few pictures in the car :) 

i love her <3 from now and all the days . Cherisse CB ku . 

 my retarded face XD .
 

16072010

yea , todayis the second day I'm in Ipoh :)

I'm so exited , because I'm going to meet my second friend - Michelle Lee . 

hahahahahaha . we decide to meet after she school :D

she going by bus but me by taxi . 

OHMYGOSH . 

i can't recognize her !!! she fucking damn polite is not like the girl that always chat with me ! 

always said diu , sohai & others thing - -

UNBELIEVABLE . 

she just look like a clever girl that always study , tuition . 

my EYES almost drop = =

she standing in front of me .  i thought is stranger . but she keep looking at me - -

after that i only walk towards & ask her ' Michelle ? '

she said ' Yes . ' 

then my heart can't breath d . XD

we go KOPITIAM to having lunch . 

but chit chat until forget order food XD

talkative lo both of us . 

 i <3 this most :)

i heart her . she heart me ;)

eeeeee :) CUTE la her , i wanna punch she's face ><''

after that we also saw Shorty & his friend - Johnny :)

hahahahahaha ! finally , i know & why shorty will NAMED shorty XD

ahahahaha . 

after that we go walk around - - . that two guys , said wanna go walk around . but is like we walk around not them .

then i call them to back first , cause Shorty said that Johnny haven't lunch yet ><''

okay , we separate there :D

me & mich keep walk around .

in the end . i bought a BEG . simple but nicely beg . 

I <3 it . 

Mich have to back to the school to waiting she's mom come & fetch her .

i back to my aunt's shop too .

chat with Joey Chun for awhile . 

then back home for dinner :D

HOME SWEET HOME . 

i miss you !!! 

END FOR YTD & TODAY <3

 

 

 

my aunt ♥

ahahaha , today i upload my aunt and i gea pictures . 

= = | | |

they said unbelievable woh . 

hahahaha . 

looks like so young . 

actually she already XX 

hahahaha . can't tell la . if not .....

she will KILL me for sure . 

 

 

  here she is ;) 

 she really look damn young & pretty lo . 

OH GOSH . 

ngo jip sau mm dou xD

she's name Eda . 

In Ipoh . 

work as a BOSS (= = sounds good) near by SAMTET . 

shop's name Trends Beauty . 

so that's why , she can so young & pretty .

got $$$$$$$ then ma leng  lo . pretty lo xD

 

   in JJ toilet . take pics used she's new phone .

w995 (pink series) 

girlish than me = = /// allah . 

i ♥ this most ;) really fucking damn cuteeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee .

my aunt ♥

I M IPOH .

aiks . few days didn't update my blog dy . 

lazy + fever + catch cold + sore throat . 

its make me fucking HEADACHE  .

always sneeze . & feel want to sleep only . 

I miss IPOH <3

i miss YOU <3

this time going back . hope to outings with them & some new friends .

but MIIYO & MIKO mau leave dah ;( 

i haven hang with MIIYO & meet with MIKO the second time . 

hais , i hate this fate . 

now only know her & close with her . 

zzz . 

22th / 23th .

maybe I'll be in Ipoh . 

i want to perm curl . 

& re-dye . 

GERMANY . see you after few years . 

SPAIN . try your best . 

Netherlands . +u+u . 

i want watch tom & jerry show xD

and also Pink Panther show . 

aiks . actually . damn no mood . 

nothing happen also = = 

don't ask me WHY .

i felt that , all also change . 

but some back stabbers still the same . 

from long time ago until now . 

If you're talking behind my back , you're in a good position to kiss my ass ♥ 

copy from FB a pages name . 

nice for 'YOU'

CB . 

 

 

nothing to update . that's all .  

 

MCB friend in my LIFE .

hais , at home stay a day again . 

nothing to do . 7 sien . actually is two days in my house dy .

Thurs go lunch with BETH & another 3 girls . 

they are funny , but really got a bit polite . 

hahahaha , seems like i so rude . hmmmm . 

but never mind . make a friend only . 

is only care about only the HEART  . 

why ? you want gem 7 8 ? gem 7 pussy itchy . 

i change to SINGLE . guan lei hai c mou ?

why you go and told people ? i need you promote for me mou ?

THANK YOU lo !!!!!! i no need lo . dan 7 hoi la . ham + chan .

SEI8POR . SEI8HAI . SIK 7 la . 

mou lou hai . that mouth like eat shit . go die la .   HAI YAN !!!!!!!!!!!!!

make friend with you , i really REGRET .  regret until i wanna bang my head to the wall . 

to act you so suk to me . 

me , you are only hi bye friend from now . i swear !!!!!

 excuse you la . use mirror & look at yourself first la . haven't settle own problem then come and bother my problem . and hor , my problem not your business also lo .

forever and ever also no need you this BITCH come and act care , act loving there lo . 

finally , HE have to start his college life on MONDAY .  

i don't know why i feel not good . i more prefer he stay at home .

sleep , eat , play , watch , online . 

maybe I'm a selfish . i scare bout if after he start school dy . 

will fight or not ?

will cold war or not ? 

will less his love on me or not ?

got so many questions in my mind . 

i cried . why ? i don't want to cry . 

i hate this feeling . 

i hate myself . 

HATE HATE HATE

end for today ♥ 

   

Home Sweet Home .

today school off . at home again . sleep until 10++ .

to comfortable dy :) my bed , my bedroom . 

i love it .

 after wake up , keep online only = = 

then waiting BETH TANG . going out for lunch again . 

same thing ' LOH MEE ' owh gosh XD we're not boring on it . yum gong . hahahha . is time to try other things lo , girls :)

 don't why i really feel very tired recently . 

SERIOUSLY

just wanna to have a long rest .

never wake up , never .

  really so tired , please let me have a breath . 

let me have a rest . 

Peace . 

Our ____________________distance .

when he told me he was deciding to study in Ipoh .

what to answer ?  i didn't go back and stay there dy . 

that's a fucking place for me .

 Jail . 

 broken memory .

 fakers .

 fuckers .

but , what to do ? 

just can accept it , cause i'm only got a heart to love you .

hold you ; as long as i can .

kiss you ; as much as i can .

hug you ; to give warm as long as i can . 

i just only can done this little thing for you .

i won't prove my love to tell the world

how much i love you ;

i just only will prove my love in front of you . 

cause i know you love me . 

that's already enough .