22nd of Nov 2011. Our five months, should be.

This date, on June. we're just started. But now, is in between single & complicated. I just wanna text you. But i knew, i wont get any reply with it. & yet even thou got also just something let me heartache. 


I wish i pass my today with you. But too bad, the one who sitting beside me is another one but not you. He stayed beside me, accompanied me quietly. I cried, tearsdropping front of him. He din't ask too much. He knew everything. He is just so caring, so loving.. he knows whats a girls needs. I swear he is good lover ever. Even thou he looks cool. I mentioned before, we're just more than a friend & less than a couple. It will never ever happen between us. I'm glad to have a friend like this, & just ONE enough for me. Hey you, thanks for wiping my tears today. I loves   you so muchhh. hohoho. Make sure keep sayang me, kay? Mr Mistery. I knew you got view my blog one. muahhhhhh (: 


Everyday, I'm waiting for something. what i'm waiting for? Idk :/ I'm confusing. cause you putting me in two situation & Without any clue. Thank you fucking much. Let me got different lesson in every relationship. Wanna train me become a superwomen? I don't need it actually. I just need some loves, caring. That's enough for me. I'm not a greedy women. 






SHUT THE FUCK UP! DUDES!

yet, i still miss you so much.

We dint talk for 11 days d. Right? How're you? & i miss you. So much.... can you feel it?  
everyday, when i slow down, before shut off my brain. you're the last person i'm thinking of in the end of my day. 
I still remember all the words npbetween us. Yet, everyone thought i'm ok. Play around,joke around. The stories behind the smile. who knows? 
Maybe, im a immatured, annoyed, kiddo, unperfect girlfie for you. 
Everyday i keep on concern on my tab. 
I hope that it will appeared your massages. 
I prayed for it everyday, but its doesn't seems work. 
Without me, you seems happier than when you together with me. 
Did i? Giving you a lots of stress? Is it im forcing you? 
I thought, you're the one boyfie i can travel my love as long as longer. But, i din't expected that over like fucking fast like this. 






Beside that, oh my damn. I felt annoyed with another. Cant you understand just be friend? But just keep on asking me something like non sense. Im pissed of with it. seriously.I told you earlier before d. My attitude is based on how you treated me, never ever step over my limited line. 








Im so tired today, hotel resting room close for renovation from 19 - 23 ): ive no place to sleep. huhuhuhuhu.  
SABAR SABARR SABARRR!!!! Three more days to goooooooooo & Ipoh i'm coming backkkkkkkkkkkk. wait me, tauge ayammmmmm!!!!!!!! 






night everyoneee. With lovesss. 

off dayy.

well, got a tablet now. no more excuses for myself not to update my blogggg. (: 
19 & 20 nov off day. yey, one more week to go. Back IPOHHHHH. Aunt's house warmingggg. Be there on friday, come back to Kl on monday. 
Tuesday gonna go for renew my passport. One more month to go, SG im coming for christmassssss. yahooooo!!! Haih, before this we're still excited to planning how we gonna celebrate with. But now all gone. become nothing. 


Again, single for this christmas. Sounds emo? Nope, nope....
Ma friends are still always there for me. 
Instead i have to learn not too trust a guy. not worth for my tears. Hurt myself in the endddd. (: 


Riko, stay stronger & tougher.  

third time end up & it couldn't be anymore.

yet, after five months. my love can't fowards anymore. its end up the start of november. i don't what happened actually. He was like very stressed when together with me. That's just a kind of my love & caring. i think he can't take it anymore. Cause of him, my patience, my attitude has changed. cause of him i became matured. After him, i know i can deserved another that more better one. Thanks for this five months, jason. 
Btw, im still missing the time we spent together. every single words that you told me, every single moment thats still clearly stay in my mind. Your warmest hugged ever i get. imy, seriously. so much. what for i keep on tearsdrop when you walk away from me silently. you just gone like that without any words. is it so hard to falling in love with me? Im not good enough with it? i give myself a lots of reasons & excuses. but i still cant get any answer. i really dont what you want from me. but i hope you get a girl that you really wanna be. stay happiness. good luck to you. bye, my love. 

My lil boyfriend- Mr. J

Two months, our day (: 
Babe, i just love you more day by day. -xoxo-
I know it was same to you also. 
I missed the time that we spent together. Hee~
You're so cute when you sleep beside me. HOHO~~~~


Time for pictures do the talking <3 

I love himmmmm (:

He's my baby boyyyyyy <3 

I feel warmth when he holding my hand (:

No matter what had happened or our future, i'll stay by your side as much as i can. To support you, love you & console you. My babe ever, Jason Leong.  ♥ 

Simply Life Keep On

I'm a crazy black lover. So, do you feel emo when you view my blogg? 

Aiks, is been long long time i din't updated my blog. 

WHY?    cause I've to work everyday even thou now got two days off. Need to re-chargeeeeeeee my battery when i off. So fucking tired. seriously. And is not a jokeeeeeeeee, man. 

No big cases happened recently. Just some small stuff that I can handle <3 

WORK!!!!!!!!!!! MONEYYYYY!!!!!!!!! COME TO MEEE!!!!!!!!!

22th June 2011, is a special day for me. Wanna know it? I'll tell you after three months.  Whennnnnn only i can move to SG??? I love their lifeeeee but they told me was suffered everyday & every minutessssssss. ): haih. How? Confussinggggggggggg, stressingggggggggg. 

Looking forward 13th of Julyyy. Its a fucking happy date for meeeeeee. 

Just hope everything go well & smooth. 

i love you, babe. 

(:

OH GOSH, I SCREAMMMMMMM WHEN I SAW THISSSSSSS. IS CUTEEEEEEEE

Ended. To be continueeeeeeee ♥ 

The sister.

Yes, even thou you told me that's only my negative thinking. But both of us in our heart also knew was  changed. RIGHT? Don't worry, babyy. I won't fall on you. I just like the feeling when being with you & flirting with you only. I won't asked for more than that. Just stayed like the BESTIE friend ever. OKE? 


Sister. Someone that won't find you always. But she will appeared when you're in trouble, upset. When the time you need her. She will stay right beside you. Listening to you, hearing your cries & talk nothing. 
But once you finish that, she will scold you, cheer up you, console you.
Yea, I'm happy that i got few in my life. 
One is calling me to chat always. 
Another one is i only will get her text when she knew that I'm fucking upset. 
She scared that i always heartbroken cause of love. 
Bebe, no worries. I promised you. I'll love myself & my families only. 
All the boys were just passerby. Oke? 


Getting less & less his message in my phone d. Cause I knew that he gotta accompany his girlfriend also, so I won't bother you. But just text me whenever you need someone to talk with. I always standby-ing there for you (: 


I still can't accept that BABYBOY's fact T.T. howwwwwwwwww? my god. Wrong signal that he given to me. Hahahahaaaaaaa. OMG. Dear, don't stress & get mad when something goes wrong. Will get back to normal or better soon. Your supporter will be here always.




Who wanna work? In hotel F&B outlet. Full-time. Start on 6/6/2011. 
We will only work five days. Rest two days. Interesting just leave your comment here or PM in fb (:  

Few Hours.

I din't slept for a night till 0545a.m. 
Just keep texted with him (: 
We chatted a lots of thing. From sweet to crazy. Crazy back to sweet. 
Your words always make me smile every time when i get your text.
I promised you, I'll acc you in this time. No worries, dear. 
When the night MU vs Chelsea. Don't know why I got bit moody.
Me- 'never mind, you watch your show first laa.' 
Him- 'no, i want acc you, cause today I haven't acc you cause keep busy other thing.' 
Eheheheee, see. How's he cared of me? 
Yes, we just flirt like couple now. How? You got any problem with that? As long as I happy. Right?




Yesterday, Liverpool made the LEGEND again ♥
Between 6 minutes, two goalssssssssss. Awesome ♥♥♥♥♥♥


I feel so freaking tired now + headache. Hmmmmm. Too bad, he messaged me this morning said that he gotta work cause he got a colleague MC today. 
I worried you babyyyyy. You din't sleep for a night. Will feel tired? You told me that your back pain, babyyyyy. TC yea. Meet you up later ♥

The day i wore his cap & watching he play football.

End for Todayyyyyyy ♥♥♥♥

What a lovely Sunday & lucky day (:

Well, miss him a day d. Today we go to work together =D
Hmm, my rooms still fulled with his smell even thou already three dayssssss. 
I love that smell, babyyyyyyy. Thanks for your T <3 
Today is Mother's day, what a memorable date for me. Not because of my mum, SHE is always top in my heart, even not mother's day. 
Why? i felt EMO? I knewwwwwww. Cause........... I remembered something. 
If today we still together as a pair of couple. Today gonna be our ONEYEAR anniversary. Too bad, we're just common friend right now & it won't change again anymore. I also don't hope it will change, cause no point. Bhahahahaaaaa. I ♥ my single life & flirting life with my S now. He just so sweet for me. Everything that he done for me. 
- Accompanied me to work. 
- Woke up earlier just to called me, wake me up. 
- Bought a Digi's sim card just to texted with me.
- Console me when I'm sad, stress. 
- Care bout me. 
- Shopping with him ♥♥♥♥♥♥




Did your all met a guy like this? I bet, NO? Hell yeah, he is not my boyfriend (: 
But I love this feeling, I love him ♥♥♥ hahahaaaaa. 




Watched the HILTON's football match today. Hmmm, no comment with it. But I enjoyable with my colleagues. It's funny, when a FATTY fall down at the floorrrrrrrrr. KELAKAR btol!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!




MOM, i love you. Happy Mother's day is just a word. You're always deep inside my heart, from top to bottom. If i've earned enough money, i'll let you live like EVERYDAY YOUR BIRTHDAY, EVERYDAY MOTHER'S DAY. I SWEAR & I PROMISED TO YOU, MY SUPERB DUPER CRAZIEST MUM ♥♥♥♥♥♥♥




She has talked to me on SATURDAY. I was like happy like fucked. Finally, we joked, we laughed again together. 
Sorry, Kak Ly. I'm so sorry bout the past. I not dare to say sorry face-to-face to you. It so SHYYYYYYYYYYY. You taught me so many thing, really. Since i came to Genji. Thanksssss a lot. 

Please don't ever CREATE FUCKING MANY PAGES WITH SAME TOPIC SAME TITLE AT THE SAME TIME. IT'S FUCKINGGGGGGGGGGG ANNOYED. DAMN IT. 

I love this. Just take from yesterday night.

I miss YOU, S. (: 






End for today. Continue soon ♥ 

13/03/2011

This date, was the day I changed to single (: 
yeyyyyy, I get my free lifeeeeeee, babyyyyyy. 
How long I never be single d? 
Since from FORM TWO?
Gosh, sometimes I felt freaking tired also when I'm in loveeeee. 
Two months d, we broke up for two months d. How're you? 
Seems everything is going better & better. There's no one can't live without who when your love leave you alone.  
The thing that you can do just EMO for awhile, CRY for awhile. 
After that, LIFE still go on, earth still move on. & You must let go too. 
& now, I'm enjoying with my single + flirting life. 
In my life, no matter previous or future. 
I knew that still got so many passerby in it to let me grew stronger & stronger. 


Recently, I met a guy. I'm in flirt with him now. Is feeling GOOD. SWEET. 
Today, he bought a DIGI's number just for text with me. HOW SWEET IS THAT??? your all can feel it???? hahahaaaaa. *showing off ckit laaaa*




Two days ago, i did a wrong thing. That cause i lost a friend in my life. 
Idk how to go & settle this problem now. I feel very2 sorry to her. Can you just forgiveee me? 
SORRY, L. 


That's many thing happened to me. But i still can take it. I trust i can. I know I can. 
I know your all will damn support me one. 
Right? 






Short post for the new updated. To be continue soon ♥
  

Well , Jobs & works come first .

I'm in holiday now ! 
from now on till 6th of Feb 2011 . 
its Chinese New Year soon . 
what's making different ?
Age , Works , Friends & my HEART .
yea . My attitude & Heart was change . 
become flirty & i forgot all the promised between me & him . 
Seriously , i din't forget . But just feel getting bored bored & bored . 
Forgive me that I'm change . 
Please give some times . 
HAHA ! my profile was putting in a relationship with Jason Leong Kee Hoe . 
He's one of my ex . Two years ago , he was still my Ex . i get his bear while valentine's day . 
The first & also the last present that he given to me . our love not more than three weeks i think . 
Its just so ridiculous . He leave cause of other love . I hate him that time . But ..... after that we friend back (: no enemy anymore . 
I love all my God's brother .
Such as :
- Jason 
- David 
- Edward 




and no more (:
but seems after graduated . all of us grow far apart ); 
Friends , I miss you all (: